Don’t look back

I was just looking today at a reel on instagram that Christine Caine was talking on about Lot and his wife that they were told not to look back by God but she did, she turned back and was turned into a pillar of salt.

It just made me think about how often do we look back. Look back at our failures, look back at our fears, look back and listen again to the lies of the enemy. We have listened for so so long to these lies they have become part of us. We have listened so long to the failures, fears etc. that are in our hearts and minds due to so many reasons instead of looking at Gods word, Gods truth and Gods Love and deciding to speak His truth above the enemies lies. Why do we do this? Why do we keep looking a back. Listening to the same old lies instead of what God says about us. He loves you and me. He will never leave you or forsake you. You are a child of God, You are Loved, You are forgiven, you were worth dying for so that you would be with Him forever. You are precious to Him. We are safe in Him, secure in Him, surrounded by Him. He has given us a future and a hope We have His precious word which is life to all those who find them and health to all our flesh.

Maybe we need to take a stand now and change the way our lives are going because i don’t know about you but I want to change my mindset to the truth of Gods Word. Are we ready to believe that what He says about us is true, not what we say or the enemy says about us? It wont be easy but we can do it with Gods help.

Ask Him what areas you are not believing in His word fully. Ask Him what bible verses you need to declare over your life. And like that song of Brandon Lake that I sing a lot at the moment. I renounce the lie that I don’t measure up, I renounce the lie I’m unworthy of your love and when shame starts knocking, fear starts talking I will lift my hands, in Your presence you remind me who I am. I am Adopted, I am beloved, Its my inheritance, I’m a child of God. So when the liar starts mouthing off I’ll sing in confidence I’m a child of God AMEN.

Remember you are loved, cared for, bless beyond measure, a child of the living God, a co-heir with Christ, precious to Him, cleansed, redeemed forgiven and loved, blessed and part of His family.

Thank you Father for your word, Your truth and Your love. Help us to find the treasures in your word that will help us change our lives, mindsets and neurological pathways. Help us to live a life pleasing to you. May we speak life over our selves and our situations and Lord i ask that You would help us by the power of the Holy spirit to do so, so that we can be set free from the lies we have believed and see ourselves as you do. Thank you Father, Amen

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Jesus our Saviour

The picture below so spoke to me today, does it to you too? Are you, like many, looking always at the worries, fears, doubts and listening to the lies of the enemy instead of taking steps of faith and trusting in Jesus, in His grace, peace, love and hope that are ours in Him. When you look at this picture it seems so mad that we would have these things in the way of our relationship with Jesus the only one that will never let us down, will never leave us or forsake us. Maybe you’ve been hurt so much, life’s been hard, it can be hard to focus on Him because of the things that fill our minds, including the lies of the enemy. What stops you from trusting Jesus? What stops you from having His peace? What is your faith in today? Trust in Jesus. Spend time with Him. Find the truth in Gods Word and renew your mind by it. He is the only one who will never leave you or forsake you. He died for you to have eternal life, here, now and forever with Him. His outstretched arms on the cross, paying the penalty for our sin so we wouldn’t have to. That’s love. That’s hope. That’s grace. That’s our God. So take those steps of faith and trust Him. And as you surrender to Him your pain, your insecurities, doubts fears etc recieve His gifts to you of joy, peace, grace and love forevermore \0/

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My help comes from the Lord

Based on Psalm 121, 139 & 23.

The Lord is my shepherd I shall not want, He makes me lie down in green pastures and by quiet waters, He restores my soul. I lift up my eyes to the hills where does my help come from, it comes from the maker of Heaven and earth. He will not let my foot slip, He who watches over me will never slumber or sleep. The Lord will keep me from all harm. He will watch over my life now and for evermore. Lord you know me, you know when I sit and when I lie down. You know my thoughts from afar, you are familiar with all my ways. Wherever I go you are there. You created me in my mothers womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Search me O God and know my heart. See if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in thy way everlasting.

You may be going through a tough time at the moment, you may be wondering where is God in all this. You may feel that He has left you and you are all alone BUT He is with you. He leads you by still waters to restore your soul. Rest in Him. He has promised to be with us always to the very end of the age. Sit with Him in the quiet. Wait for Him Read His word. Ask Him to speak to you through His word or His spirit but most of all just be. Just be with Him, just wait on Him. Know He is right there with you now. You may not ‘feel’ Him there but trust that He is. Put some relaxing music on, sit, relax and wait. Give Him all your worries and concerns of the day Surrender them to Him He can carry the load, we cant. Surrender it all. Worship Him for He is worthy to be praised. He will speak, maybe today maybe tomorrow, through His Word or in your heart or maybe you will just know His presence with you but if you take the time to listen, to sit and be still and know, you will hear Him, He will guide you. Be still and know that I am God.

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Our Strong Tower

As I came to bed I was reminded of a picture that God had given me before. I needed to remember it.
I was reminded of a wall I was walking along. Waves crashing all around me trying to knock me off that wall, to keep my eyes on the problems and not God. However much they tried to knock me off I kept on walking with my eyes on the strong tower in front of me. When I made it to the tower I went inside and I was safe. I was surrounded by the strong tower, nothing could hurt me, nothing to get at me. Stuff was going on all around me but I was safe. That strong tower was Jesus

Does your life feel like that as mine does lately, wave after wave trying to stop us trusting God, trying to knock us down again and again, trying to tell me ‘I’m not good enough’, that i can’t do this or that, trying to tell me I’m not His. But I am. I am a child of God and I’m in that strong tower and that tower is Jesus. Im safe in Him, the battles may try and knock me down and loose faith in Him but I’m safe in Him. Held by Him. Loved by Him. And whatever comes my way I will trust Him, serve Him, love Him. I am His and He is mine , forever
This may be your story too. Feel like life’s a battlefield sometimes. Keep looking to Him, spend time with Him, in His word, in that secret place and trust Him. He is there and always will be🙏

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The troubled lamb

She had come to be with her Father God in the early hours of the day. She had been thinking about Him, her Shepherd, her Father and that we are part of His flock, His sheep

She imagined entering into the throne room to find her Father but today she felt alone. She wanted to spend time with Him and seek Him. She wanted to be loved, to be held by Him. To sit with Him but would He be there?  Would He be waiting for her. Telling her it will all be alright, I’m here. She hoped He would. She had tried to be all that He had called her to be but she had failed Him many times because she had lacked trust, felt she was not good enough, others seemed to have it all together. She felt inadequate, insignificant and I suppose insecure?

She’d believed in Father God all her life, He had always been part of her life. She had seen Him at work in amazing ways through healing, through struggles but she listened to the enemy’s lies more than Gods truth often times because she believed the lies. She felt they were more true about her.

 Oh how she needed Him, how much she loved Him but with all the things that were going on in her life again, she was focused more on them rather than Him most days. She wanted to trust her Father and serve Him with all her heart but often doubts and fears would plague her. She wanted to be closer to her Father, to hear Him speak into her situation. She spend time with Him and sometimes she would get a word or a passage come to mind or a picture but she would often question was that really Him?

She carries on walking into the throne room, she’s looking all around her as she goes. She kneels. She prays. She cries.  Will He come. Will He hold her. Reassure her.

Then she sees Him. He had been there all the time. He is always there and always will be. He promised that. She is full of joy and falls at His feet. She sits with Him and talks with Him, shares what’s on her heart and He speaks to her. Such joy fills her heart. She’s not alone, she’s never alone.

We are never alone, sometimes it feels that way but its just a feeling, don’t go by your feelings they change from day to day. God loves you, God is with you, read His word, spend time with Him. Get into that secret place just you and Him. You’ll never regret it 🙂

Deuteronomy 3v18 The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.

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Lies we believe

I saw a picture on Facebook that had a sheep standing behind a gate not moving as if waiting for someone to open the gate. The thing was he was free, there was no fence attached to the gate, it was literally just a gate but he stayed there believing he was stuck there. To me it represents how many of us have been set free from the past, the lies, etc but we don’t see it or we don’t believe it. We have freedom in Christ but we either don’t realise it or we are still stuck in our old ways of life. There is freedom but we only see the ‘gate’. Note to self and to you …….. As a child of God we have been set free or can be set free if only we would realise it, believe it and live in it. Because of Jesus we don’t need to believe the lies any more, live in the past anymore or think you can’t do things because all you see is the same ‘gate’ in your way. That gate is a lie from the enemy, you have you’re freedom. So own it, walk in it believe God and be the person He created you to be 🙏

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Jesus on the Cross Poem that was put on Video

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Poem – I came to sit with my Father

I came to sit with my Father
I had so much i wanted to say
So I sat and told Him my troubles
In the rush and the usual way

But my heart suddenly realised
Thats not the way it should be
I need to sit at His feet
And wait for Him to speak to me

I sat and waited for Him
I said how sorry am I
Please forgive me Father
And I waited for Him to reply

I felt that He was smiling
And that He was drawing near
Above all the voices in my heard
Would I discern His & be able to hear?

So I sat and waited in silence
I waited for His still small voice
Oh what joy will fill my heart
When He speaks, I will rejoice

So He drew near towards me
And whispered in my ear
Im always here with you my child
You have nothing at all to fear

I promised to be with you
I have never left your side
My Holy Spirit is in you
He is always your daily guide

Trust me with all of your heart
And lean not on what you know
I have a plan for you my child
So that you will surely grow

So stay close by me always
Hear my voice in the darkest night
One day you will be in heaven
and then everything will be alright

© Val Gurney 2025

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A Poem based on Proverbs

My church Homegroup was meeting for our study on Proverbs and one of my friends who was leading it asked if I had a poem to fit the passage about wisdom and foolishness and I said I didn’t but that I would write one for her. So I did. This is the result. I think this one took 10 mins 🙂

Those who fear the Lord
Will live a righteous life
They trust in all He says
He protects them from worry and strife

The one who turns his back
On the Lord our God and King
Will find no peace in trouble
He struggles in everything

So come my righteous ones
Act wisely in all you do
Keep your eyes on Jesus
To bring peace and joy to you

The fear of the Lord prolongs life
So keep wisdom as your crown
Remember her in all you do
So that in troubles you wont drown

The one who made the heavens
Our God Our Saviour Our King
He made us in his image
To us he is everything

So live a life that honors Him
Bring glory to His name
The One who gives us wisdom
We will never be the same

© Val Gurney 2025

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Poem about breaking free

All the voices that clamber,
To take our peace away
That try and make us turn from you
To keep us in a prison every day

All the words that flood in
From the pain and deepest grief
The tears that flow like rivers
Trying to block out our faith and belief

All the words of I can’t and fear
That have had their hold for years
All the words of you’ll never be
Where all sown in pain and tears

But Jesus Lord our Saviour
You died so we could be set free
From all the lies we have believed
To be all that you’ve called us to be

So help us break the strongholds
Break free from the lies of the past
To break free from the grief and sorrow
Let your truth and your word ever last

For you are our God and saviour
We look to you for you can heal
Come save us from our wrong thinking
And in Jesus, our hope, to reveal

© Val Gurney 2021


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